I pretend I can always leave
Free to go whenever I please
But then the sound of my desperate calls
Echo off these dungeon walls
I've crossed the line from mad to sane
A thousand times and back again
I love you baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
It is never very hard for me to kneel, it's never hard for me to love. Sometimes when I love, I love so deeply that I ache with it. I ache with the need, the hunger and the desire to be needed and loved in return. Sometimes it hurts to to need to be accepted and loved so much. I think that's sometimes in relationships I get hurt, because I wear my heart on my sleeve, yet sometimes, I forget to communicate, to tell those around me what I need, what I'm feeling because I don't want to lose them OR hurt them either.
I applied to blog for the Kinky Monthly awhile back, my beautiful sister Savvy blogs for them, and I was really impressed by the quality of items she was blogging so I decided to step out from under my rock and apply. I was thrilled when I was accepted. Even though I'm a pretty open book sometimes it's not very easy to strip down and expose myself to others. I'm often told what an extrovert I am, if they only knew how much I was shaking on the inside. I fake it good!
Enough about me and my rambling insecurities, lets talk about this event, what I'm wearing and what I'm blogging about! The outfit is by SALT Casha dress up. I'm wearing teal but it comes in a plethora of other colors, it also comes in a tied version and an untied version. I'm wearing the teal tied version.
Should have known passing through the gate
That once inside I could not escape
I never thought this could happen to me
Never thought this is where I'd be
I'm in chains
The prop I am using is the new group gift from Something Erotic for the month of November called Caged. I was with Ally the night she was working on this and I was like OMG I have to have that! I have to use it, and it worked perfectly for this blog entry. Ty Ally. :) It has several different poses for you to use that I've used throughout my blog post. My hair is by Doe that you can find at the November round of Uber. I loved how soft it looked, I image that if my Daddy and I had a place with a basement and we could have this type of cage, in order to prepare for Him, I would wear a revealing outfit like this, as well as pulling my hair up and to the side so that I could enjoy His use of me.
I finished my look off with La Boheme, My cosmopolitian eye make up and glossy rose lipstick are a former new release BUT the Charisma nail polish? Are you ready for this? IT IS FREE right now.. uh huh you heard me FREE. How do you get it, I hear you asking in your head... like Namrah GET TO THE POINT NOW... I love a good tease :) Here's the catch it's ONLY Free until November 5th. So, if you want it.. you better HURRY. And while you're there, dig around for the Dirty Turkey Hunt gift, another wonderful freebie. Santana is converting a lot of her nails, these particular ones are now available in Slink, Maitreya and she's now added the Omega hud for other users. Amazing! 10 different colors for silver and 10 different colors for gold. I'm wearing the silver bottom tipped ones.
~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox by Draconias Timeless
Last but certainly NOT least is a dungeon that's available at Kinky Monthly. Personally, I do not think my pictures that I took do this magnificent build justice, but I wanted to share it with you anyways. The cages that you can see do open and close. There are quite a few neat features about this dungeon. The door to the far left Opens, but it's just a skybox, so you could put a teleporter there I suppose. I'm not very good at that stuff, so I just landmark things *chuckles*, BUT I love this dungeon. This one is actually my sister Savvy's. She left it up and I borrowed it. Everyone SHOULD and MUST have this dungeon. :)
From October 25th to November 20th
Open until November 23rd
Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle
Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing
SALT Casha Dress-Teal Tied up | Quinta Ruban (skotte25) ~Co Owner of SALT
*DANIKA* ~CryBaby~ pink makeup - (tears only) | Dani Knelstrom
La Boheme | Santana Lumiere
[La Boheme Lips] Glossy Rose 10
[LB COS006] Cosmopolitan - Teal
[LB Charisma ] *Manicure/Pedicure
[LB Charisma ] *Manicure/Pedicure
Doe: Posie @ Uber
Something Erotic: Caged ~New Release November Group Gift | Allyson Dwyer
~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox | Draconias Timeless
La Boheme Chairsma Polish Free from November 1st to November 5th
Song Inspiration Chains by Tina Arena